All my Life

Tuesday 2 July 2013

dah naik merah...final year.

hai semua..
apa kata kali ni saya cerita pasal hari-hari awal saya sejak naik tahun terakhir ni.
hari pertama masih boleh chill untuk setengah hari la. pas ja jam tengahari mulai la puan masuk dan bagi segala macam tasks.
awal-awal lagi sudah kena prepare 5 presentation and untuk presentation yang terdekat ne, sy terlepas la untuk join discussion. DAMN! terpaksa membaca sendiri. harap dapat present dengan jayanya.
tadi kami baru ja selesai dengan discussion kami untuk research. baru discuss tajuk sudah cramp otak.
berat dengan assignments dan ada beberapa hal lagi yang buat otak sesak. kan bagus kalau saya x terlampau consider. huhuhu..
xpa,akan ada hikmah juga untuk itu. yakin jaaaa..
dalam kelas,saya cuba tumpukan perhatian la..cuba untuk actively participate dengan presentation group lain. saya harap saya tidak bebankan classmate saya dengan soalan-soalan. tapi seriously saya kurang jelas lagi pasal subjek semester ni. tapi saya try juga la slowly, take my time. tau juga kita semua masih samar-samar. 
kerja dalam kelas pun sudah berat. bila naik merah ni, macam-macam orang cakap sal hal d wad. memang la berat sikit tanggungjawab red bip ne dalam tue. but please,bagi kami hint juga ya and motivate la kami lebih ..it's been two days saya rasa x cukup tidur. rasanya sampai sini ja untuk kali ni.
i'm sabahan so please jangan misunderstand ayat-ayat saya k.
peace no war. with <3 Efay
apa ku kesah??? i dah naik merah..semoga berjaya kepada kami semua Jp 07/11

Wednesday 26 June 2013

girlfriends...

me,alin and feny

haie..
cerita hari ini is about my friends..betul la bila orang cakap "friendship is'nt about whom you known the longest. it's about who came and never left your side"
tidak semua friendship sekukuh yang kita sangka tapi kalau kita belajar untuk terima semua kelebihan and kekurangan sesama kawan,God willing semua akan berjalan dengan lancar. hehehe
orang-orang yang di atas ni adalah orang-orang selalu bikin panas hati,buat marah,buat sakit hati. tapi,kalau pun saya kena provide satu page kertas kajang untuk tulis keburukan dorang, tolong sediakan 1++ lagi kertas lebih untuk tulis kebaikan and segala benda baik yang dorang pernah share and buat untuk saya. percayalah,sampai hujung nyawa saya pun saya tetap sayang dorang. mohon Tuhan benarkan itu semua terjadi.
kawan-kawan sy yang d atas ni la yang jadi segala2nya. dorang la twitter,dorang la facebook, dorang la wechat dorang la bah semua..heheheee
x senang untuk dapat kawan yang betul2 kita boleh anggap kawan cuz x semua orang willing untuk bertahan dengan kita. kami pernah jelingg sesama kami,marah sesama kami,maki sesama kami. jangankan begusti,sampai beguling d pasir subuh-subuh basah baju pun kami pernah buat.
ingat lagi masa tue,tengah lepak d 2nd beach tanjung aru. kami semua mood tengah swing,sakit hati,susah hati sebab posting kena tangguh so c kawan x dapat balik rumah bercuti,kawan satu lagi susah hati dengan berita kawan dia tengah nazak di hospital. kalau saya punya hal x payah crita la cuz x sepenting dorang..tapi sya yakin dorang taw pasal apa..
hahahaa *malu* biarpun miserable macam tue tapi kami ended up ketawa dengan baju basah and pasir seluruh badan. macamana semua tu boleh jadi?? susah maw describe sebab semua tu terlampau best.
so many awesome things happened lately. such a great moment to share with them all. late night movies,games,k-boxing,partying like there'll be no more tomorrow. if you ask me for what i am thinking right now. i would answer 'i would like to have my whole life spend with them.'
thanks girls and some guys yang included dalam cerita kami. trust me..one of that guys,i'm really into him. my girlfriends know me better. this is written on 26.june.2013 and you girls can guess who is he.
with <3 efay
from right:assury,alyne,me,lean,dewi




Tuesday 25 June 2013

after 6 month.

i love my career.
hai semua...
saya masuk balik dalam aktiviti blog..walau pun x d kesah sangat samada saya ada ka tiada ka dalam ne saya tetap nak update. hehe
it's been 6 month and just now i read my older posts. i found out that it was lil bit embarrassing due to my wordings and most because of my stories. pointless.
tapi,semua tue ialah kisah cerita saya. now i reached my final year in this nursing career. so many stories to tell and i just don't know where to start.
ok,randomly,for this 2nd final semester saya akan ada my soulmate as my junior dalam college. she is my cousin. it's a pleasure to have her around and harap hari-hariku bertambah bahagia selama berada dalam kolej ni nanti. anyway,this 5th semester we'll be busy doing our research(maybe) kalau pun tidak,semoga kami akan menjalani sesi pembelajaran yg mencabar tapi berbaloi lah.

rasa macam baru ja kemarin saya ada dalam tahun pertama. betul-betul tidak sedar sangat masa berlalu biarpun banyak peraturan yang dengan sedaya-upayanya cuba untuk menyedarkan saya bahawa masa saya untuk berada dalam kolej ne masih panjang.

hahahahahahaha,
baiklah,maksud saya untuk kekalkan diri dalam kolej ni bukanlah senang untuk pelajar yang tidak  suka ikut peraturan. bestnya hidup kalau boleh buat semua hal ikut suka kita. tapi, kan ada phrase yg cakap "masuk kandang kambing mengembek,masuk kandang kerbau menguak" so hidup ne macam tue la kalau nak survive.
syukur setakat ni saya selamat dengan berkat doa my mom and dad serta my grandma,friends and my beloved darling. semester empat ne sibuk dengan kehidupan d luar,yalah kan posting komuniti..study pun x berapa study. x cukup tidur,makan pun x terjaga. sempat juga kurang kilosssss..but,worth it...i passed my exam.
vocasional posting kali ne super best ceritanya. kena extend sampai 2 minggu. apo kono eh jang?? bahagia sampai duit kering. tapi takpeeeee,hari ni kan payday..hahhaha..gara-gara VP ne sy terpaksa postpone untuk g renew ic. nasib baiklah semua dah selesai.
eh, lupa pula..

VP kami kali ne, kami buat d Cheshire Home Center Likas. best  yang teramat sebab staff semuanya supporting. Chun2,Che2,Paul,Alfred,uncle Joseph,Lucy,Gavin,shin2 and so on.. experience ne memang best. untuk describe apa yang best d sana memang tiada words yg sesuai la. so rasanya saya kena stop d sini. hari dah petang,adalah baik sekiranya anak gadis masuk dapur untuk memasak.
studies..
sampai jumpa lagi dalam page ne.

with <3 efay

Thursday 6 December 2012

the greatest the everything.



siapa yang x kenal dengan dia ne mmg tidur d planet lain....she is super,super,super an awesome singer...
i always become speechless when it comes to her..she is my top idol and my everything. if she leave her singing profession, i swear i'm losing a great star..this is my current favorite song of her ^_^

"My Love"

My love, we have seen it all
The Endless confession,The rise and fall
As fragile as a child
Lately I'm sorry I can't hold a smile

But I stand tall to get by
No matter how hard I try to hide
Did you know I take the time for you
Did you know that I would see you through
Did you know that I would play the part
I must've made it clear right from the start

My love, can you give me strength
Somehow I forgot how to ease my pain
I know I'm right where I belong
Something from nothing never proved me wrong

But I stand tall to get by
No matter how hard I try to hide
Did you know I take the time for you

Did you know that I would see you through
Did you know that I would play the part
I must've made it clear right from the start

I would share my whole life with you
Would you do the same for me
I would give all I am to you
Would you do the same for me

And I will stand tall to get by
No matter how hard I try to hide
Could you see I've been brave
Did you notice all my mistakes
There were times I could feel you read my mind

Did you know I take the time for you
Did you know that I would see you through
Did you know that I would play the part
I know I made it clear right from the start

touched????
with <3 efay


super...her voice touch me...especially when she sing this song...


I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be

Everybody's searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found anyone who fulfilled my needs
A lonely place to be
And so I learned to depend on me

[Chorus:]
I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows
If I fail, if I succeed
At least I'll live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity
Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all
Inside of me
The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest love of all

I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be

[Chorus]

And if, by chance, that special place
That you've been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strength in love

Tuesday 4 December 2012

someone's birthday.


i love today's stories....ya!! birthday dia dongggggg...sayangnya,saya cuma sempat jumpa dia tapi x sempat plan apa2 yg hebat untuk dia.. pathetic kan. tapi,dia cakap x pa2 juga. dia just bilang dia maw jumpa saya ja. hehe.. best kan bila ada someone yg make effort tuk jumpa kita <3. anyway, that explain lots of things. gotta go..gud nite with <3 efay



ini cerita masa saya jalan-jalan g LD (lahad datu) awesome juga...puas jalan...and yang aling puas hati,terubat rindu makan roti john...awwwwwww <3 <3 saye suke saye suke....