"One of the hardest decisions you'’ll ever face in life is choosing whether to walk away or try harder."
ya..he came to me again.
asking either i will ever accept him again or will never. the moment he speaks out about that, i feel that hurt again after being so cold-hearted woman-to-be for a years.
serba salah sy sebab saya terpaksa cakap yg saya xkan pernah lagi balik dengan dia sedangkan hati saya cakap yang sy betul2 maw dia tetap ada tuk saya.
dia tanya sya.."ko sayang saya?" beratnya hati saya maw mengaku..sebab saya taw yang sy x baik tuk dya..so saya cakap "i used to love you" ..macam drama kan..tapi ne semua betul2 jadi..it's part of our story..
the cnversation that i'll never forget:
him: sayang saya??
me: used to..saya pernah sayang.
him: thank you. saya takkan pernah x sayang kau. BIE.
TUhan..kuatkan la hati dia.amen.
(sori saya x taw camna maw share cerita yang ne sebb tiap kali saya cuba saya slalu x dpt..biarlah sy simpan dalam hati ja k....with love efay)
this is my story between me and my friends..those people who ever come into my life. i don't care about how long they'd stay..all that matter is how and what they'd left in me..all that blossom or all the hurt and scars..i might forgot to remember once in a while but i'll surely remember you all for the rest of my life.
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